urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch vital eyes vital eyes 2008-12-06T17:26:11Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:42039 2008-12-06T17:26:11Z 2008-12-06T17:26:11Z finding a job is proving to be a job in itself.<br /><br /><br />i just wish someone would give me a heads up of where to actually look.<br />i think i've applied at 20 different places now.<br /><br /><br /><br />and school, well, i'll just say that the admin sucks. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:41919 2008-11-20T01:44:37Z 2008-11-20T01:45:10Z <center>bybellaflora.etsy.com<br /><br /><table style="text-align: center;"><tr><td><lj-embed id="1" /></td></tr><tr><td><a style="text-decoration: none; font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#D35701; font-size:14px; font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.etsy.com">Etsy</a><br /><a style="text-decoration: none; color:#D35701; font-size:10px; font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;" href="http://www.etsy.com">Buy Handmade</a><br /><a style="font-family:Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;color:#0192B5; font-size: 12px; text-decoration: none;" href="http://bybellaflora.etsy.com">bybellaflora</a></td></tr></table><br /><br /><br />visit my shop :)</center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:41503 2008-10-29T08:09:25Z 2008-10-29T08:09:25Z I'm excited that we're back to being friends with Anthony & Heather.<br /><br />I want to knit.<br />I want to crochet.<br />I want to sew.<br /><br />I want a friend that'll do those things with me.<br />A friend that has no child, so that she'll remind me of life outside of motherhood.<br /><br /><br />I want a friend who knows what being a mommy is as well.<br />That'll do mommy only days, and playdates with our kids.<br />That totally understands what I am going through.<br /><br />I wish I just had one good female friend... Someone to talk to.<br />I feel blue all of the time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:41158 2008-10-04T06:33:19Z 2008-10-04T06:33:19Z If only you knew everything that happened in the past.<br />Yea I know it seems like everything has changed, but somethings haven't.<br /><br />I really don't need another jerk in my life.<br />But there's moments where it seems like that's all I have. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:40911 2008-07-17T19:22:02Z 2008-07-17T19:22:02Z I'm trying to work this little plan out without anyone knowing except for one of the parties involved... I just hope I don't spend too much on this.<br /><br />I have to go pick out his ring, its just going to be a simple mens band, but I want it engraved with Bright Eyes lyrics.<br /><br />I missed almost a whole week of school at once because of having Strep throat, I HATE IT. Whatever when I go back I'll be back in action better than before :)<br /><br />Time to get my portfolio together. I NEED MODELS (FOR MAKEUP ONLY). and possibly a good photographer. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:40625 2008-06-29T23:23:39Z 2008-06-29T23:23:39Z Basically, I'm getting good at putting on a face.<br />I'm really tired, but I don't know what of yet.<br />I need a change... that will most likely never come.<br /><br />In one year, I hope I'm not in this position.<br />I only have 9 months left of school, and I'm praying to God that they go by fast.<br />Speaking of God, I'm considering going back to church.<br />I'm not bad like I used to be, but I feel like I need that something again...<br />But looking at my boys makes me know I'm better off without it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:40416 2008-06-12T21:38:33Z 2008-06-12T21:38:33Z i hate;<br /><br />money<br />my blackberry.<br />shampoo sets<br />my blackberry<br />smoothie king<br />money<br /><br />right now i'm loving;<br />alex's copy-cat stage<br />doing laundry<br />coors light urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:40041 2008-05-21T22:20:17Z 2008-05-21T22:20:17Z So all those times of feeling shitty has caught up to me.<br />And now I'm probably going to have surgery.... <br />Whatever I gotta do to be 150% again for my little guy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:39694 2008-05-05T03:54:06Z 2008-05-05T03:54:06Z In thinking of ways to make more money I've decided to sell Cookie Lee jewelry, not because I love it, but because I want to share the amazingness of every piece they create. And also, some aspects of school are becoming dramarama. I better straighten up before I fuck up.<br /><br />I hate perms.<br />I wish old ladies would hate perms as much as I do.<br />And I'm probably going to be a redhead again in a few weeks.<br /><br /><br />And my boys are perfect! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:39643 2008-04-14T02:22:35Z 2008-04-14T02:22:35Z It's been a while.<br />But I'm OK. My days are always busy now. School, work, Alex, Jesus, Homework, and TRYING to relax... and now since its baseball season we squeeze the night games in to watch on t.v. Hopefully for father's day I can get some tickets for us to go watch a game, and take Alex.<br /><br />I turn 20 tomorrow. Have no plans, surprise-surprise. But I have no plm with that, as long as I can spend time with my two boys I'm happy.<br /><br />And I guess it takes a while to plan weddings, sooo I need to start planning. In a few months we'll be going to the court house to get married there by law. And by this time next year we'll have been married by church, and I'll be all done with school. I have a good feeling about our lives. I think we're going to be alright, and happy. All I want is for us to be happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:38953 2008-03-07T21:09:33Z 2008-03-07T21:09:33Z <a href="http://s114.photobucket.com/albums/n252/lovelikesunshine/?action=view&amp;current=baseball1.jpg" target="_blank"><img src="http://i114.photobucket.com/albums/n252/lovelikesunshine/baseball1.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a><br /><br />First Birthday Pictures. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crenshawpunch:38907 2008-03-01T07:05:15Z 2008-03-07T18:02:45Z <del>Basically, I lost my job... so now, I wonder how I'm going to pay for tuition.</del><br /><br />Ideas?<br /><br /><br />I'm Ok.